Anis x Fikri

We finally had our first family trip to Cameron Highland and it was amazing. Weather has been super cold and everybody snuggles with each other. Meddina is also being super adorable the whole trip and everybody seems to enjoy themselves to the fullest. We rent out an apartment with 3 Bedroom for one night. Had a buffet dinner at Copthorne Hotel.

My life has been a constant of suprises these days. Today, I went to work straight from my in-law house in Karai. Whenever my husband sends me from Karai, he’ll leave the house around 4:15pm to pick me up at the factory. So I was a bit confused when he didn’t text me that he is already on his way. I had to ask him and he told me he’s driving. I did get a bit mad that he was on his phone while driving and asked him to focus driving first and text me when he’s here. At 5:15pm, I leave the office and found that he’s already at the guard house waiting for me. I always put my laptop bag at the back seat. So, when I open up the door, he ask me to find something in his bag and I couldn’t believe what I saw. It was this huge bouquet of roses and a balloon saying “I LOVE YOU”. I was laughing and smiling the whole way back home. At home, I found out that the Alpha tote and the World Map duck that my husband bought for me already arrived. Thanks Husband for the surprise toda...

Today marks the end of my 2 weeks medical leave. Husband and I decided to go out for a short trip somewhere and I thought Kampar would be a good idea. We went to the new colorful building for a quick photo session. We had so much fun trying to take Panoramic Picture that has duplication of ourselves in the frame. It was fun and tiring to be running around. Then, we went to a Park to have a quiet stroll and pictures too. We were hoping to get the Hokkaido Ice Cream whilst we are in Kampar but the shop is still closed. So, we ended up going back home to rest since my husband had to work the night shift.

I missed my husband so much these days that I tend to get too emotional sometime. I was on house arrest so, I shopped online and found few cute love cards and bought it to sneak in to my husband work bag. Unfortunately, he didn’t find it by himself. I had to ask him to find my pen from his bag to make sure he search through his bag and found the card instead. Finally, he did found it but he kept silent about it and tease me about it later on.

Like every other married couple, I am joyed to see those two lines appear at my UPT. Those faint second line means I’m bearing someone inside of me. But happiness doesn’t last forever. I had to go for a D&C session on 12/01/2017 and it breaks my heart so much. I WAS 8 WEEKS WHEN I HAD MY MISCARRIAGE When I saw those two little pink lines, my heart skipped a bit. It felt like a lifetime of LOVE and HOPE and EXCITEMENT had built up. I was beginning to feel ready to welcome this tiny baby. I WAS 8 WEEKS WHEN I HAD MY MISCARRIAGE We had never got the chance to see or hear our baby’s heart beating. We only get to see the sac. An empty sac with nothing in it. I was supposed to go for our first official checkup and ultrasound but we didn’t get to meet our baby. The doctors told us it was a collapsed sac. A BLIGHTED OVUM. There were no baby in the first place. No heart beat. No nothing. Just the LOVE and HOPE and EXCITEMENT shatters to the floor. I WAS 8 WEEKS W...

Yesterday I took MC since I am feeling under the weather. We went to Cameron highland later that evening. It was raining so the temperature is a bit cold. We check in to the Copthorne Cameron Highland. I bought the voucher through Groupon. We then made our way down to the Cameron Valley Tea Farm and had dinner with Wawa at a nice restaurant. The next day is the birthday boy day! Yeay! Happy Birthday husband. With all of the surprises, I hope you enjoyed your birthday so much. Had a nice hike at Sg. Palas Tea House and went back to Ipoh for a movie session before heading home. That night, I surpised my husband at the Chandelier Café. I did ask his two sisters and mother to come along and celebrate his birthday.